Gayle Erwin's Newsletter
August, September 1996 Newsletter
Torch runs exploded into our consciousness with the 1984 Olympics in Los
Angeles. With the torch runners passed through many United States towns and
cities. Everyone wants to carry the torch for at least a few yards.
I served a church on the eastern edge of Los Angeles County. The torch run
was scheduled to come right by our church Sunday night, so we encouraged folks
to bring snacks and hang around after service. Our location, perfect for
viewing the run when it came by, created its own excitement.
However, before we found our positions for observation, I reminded the
congregation that what we would be looking at was what the Bible would call
"Strange Fire." This torch had been lit on Mount Olympus, the temple of the
mythical Greek gods, not from the fire of the Tabernacle or Temple of the True
God. The Games were dedicated to Zeus.
Now, I know that we do not in our minds honor the Greek gods. This is
merely keeping a tradition since the Olympics began in Greece. But, with all
the excitement, we can see just how easy it would be to introduce strange fire
into the worship of Israel.
As I write this, we are in another Olympic year for the United States. The
torch is coming by and all of America is bowing before strange fire. When the
games begin, the opening ceremony builds to the exciting moment of lighting the
Olympic torch that steadily burns to oversee the games. Strange fire! And we
don't even give it a second thought.
However, the fire of God was never designed to oversee mere games. Perhaps
that is the contrast. The best false gods can do is have an athletic event.
When the Olympics end, much money will have been spent and made, many
well-trained genetically-fortunate bodies will sport gold, silver and bronze
medals, and, hopefully, the press will give us rest from the blare and glare of
those five trademarked "rings."
But the fire of God, that John the Baptist predicted Jesus would baptize
with, accomplishes much more--it changes lives. God's fire oversees reality,
not games. Come to think of it, I believe I do want to carry the torch-
-the real one lit by God. Now that is a torch run to see! Line up!
By Pat Black,
Worship pastor for Broadway Christian Church in Ft. Wayne, IN.
Guilt is an effective motivator. If you make me feel bad enough, I'm liable
to do almost anything. The only problem is I'll probably resent it later. I'll
operate out of compulsion, not willingness. My resulting actions may be noble,
but I'll operate on my own guilty initiative. Don't be surprised if the results
of my labors are lacking in spiritual power.
How many of the "calls for action" Christians hear are guilt-inspiring or
obligation-ridden? How much of our volunteerism and "ministry" both demonstrate
and propagate a miserable, joyless lifestyle? How many Christians have such a
satisfying relationship with God that they actually want to share Him with
others? Even better, what can make the Christian lifestyle of sacrifice and
service satisfying and contagious over the long haul?
The answers are simple, but not simplistic. The place to begin is to look
deeply at our lives. What is our motivation? The Lord longs that we would love
and serve Him from a sense of gratitude, not guilt. But what can inspire the
kind of gratitude that transforms our motivation?
Consider the following: If you have received Jesus Christ by faith, then
your guilt was nailed to the cross with Jesus Christ. The power and penalty of
that legitimate guilt was shattered when He rose from the grave. There is now
no condemnation--or "guilt"--for those who are in Christ Jesus. Nothing you can
do, could do, will do, or won't do has any power whatsoever over your standing
with God. He loves you unconditionally and accepts you utterly in Christ. At
your worst, God loves you most. Does this sound too good to be true? That's why
they call it good news!
You are now justified by faith in Jesus Christ. You no longer have to
justify yourself. God has pronounced you forgiven and fundamentally OK in
Christ. You have nothing to run from, hide from, or protect yourself from.
There is no punishment you have to inflict upon yourself, no quota you have to
Your heavenly Father is not someone you can never please, or someone you
have to work for, or distinguish yourself in front of to merit His attention or
Do you remember the prodigal son? He reasoned that since he was not worthy
to be his father's son anymore, he would ask to be hired as his servant. Do you
remember what happened? The prodigal didn't get the job. Instead he was
irrationally welcomed back as a treasured son in good standing with nothing to
prove or repay. You are that son or daughter and God is that Father. Don't ask
God to hire you. Don't perform for Him. Receive His love and respond in
If you think long and hard about this new relationship with God and allow
it to grip your soul, the whole basis of your motivation will change. But,
really, isn't that the point? When our Father's true character and intentions
are uppermost in our minds, everything is different! When He's filling us
with His living water and satisfying the deepest longings of our heart for love
and relationship, we are free to love and serve others out of gratitude, not
Guilt motivation means that I'm serving out of my emptiness. My job,
ministry, or area of service becomes my means of finding "life" instead of my
means of sharing the source of life that I've found in Christ. It's wrong
for me to work for God in dependence upon myself to relieve a burden I feel
about me. Our loving Lord desires that we would serve only in dependence upon
Him because we share a burden that He feels about others.
Until we allow God to meet us at the point of our longings, we are prisoners of
our passions. We even do "Christian" things with a desperation to meet our own
needs, instead of doing the will of God from overflowing hearts. We serve to
fill our empty hearts, instead of from the overflow of our satisfied hearts.
Do you serve to fill your emptiness or serve to share your fullness? There
is a world of difference.
A Journal of Grief
Two good friends of Servant Quarters. Henry Unrau and Howard Blake went to
their reward. I know of no one who used The Jesus Style more fervently than
Henry. He had given away hundreds of copies. He attributed the restoration
of a large church he attended to the reading of the book by the church
We became great friends, and any time I was in the northwest part of
Washington state, Henry and his wife (who also died this year) would show up.
They were so faithful as witnesses of our Lord. I met many whom they had led to
the Lord. He is a great loss to us.
Howard Blake, a retired Presbyterian minister, called me many years ago and
asked if I had written "The Jesus Style." We got together for lunch to share
hearts and goals. I became part of his effort called The Servant Society. He
wanted desperately to turn the institutions of the world into servant
Howard's greatness included working to resist Nazi's in Denmark and to
provide a freedom pipeline for Jews from Nazi Germany. He was a lover of
people. Someone needs to take his place.
I am so happy to see that you have an internet site. You have been a
continued blessing in my life (Praise The Lord)...especially when you fell
through the flooring of the stage at Calvary Moreno Valley. Lord Bless You...
.I will visit often.
Moreno Valley, CA
Some stories never seem to die. The Moreno Valley incident happened in the
morning. That evening I totally destroyed the pulpit at Calvary in Phelan,
Ah, well...at least it takes my mind off chocolate covered raisins.
I listen to your talks (on WZXV radio in Rochester, NY) and I like what my
heart feels. Do you have these talks on line, a location where I might read
these inspiring words?
Folks, in case you haven't noticed from prior newsletters, we do have a
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